Shri Mataji
Everything that you are doing is for God and that is why you are doing it for your Self.
So introspection is very important. Criticising others should be less and criticising yourself and laughing at yourself is the best.
I laugh at myself many a times and say many things like that, if you have noticed. That makes life so interesting. That will kill your ego.
“How I am trying to assert myself and where is the meekness that Christ has talked about?” It is a natural goodness within us. Once it shines and shows, you become so beautiful, so loveable.
Whether you are sitting here near me or there, I know who is that kind. My heart just opens for such a personality. I know who they are. But even if I know, I will never tell you. It is better that you know yourself.
Shri Mataji